haha!! revenge....

wow! holidayz @ last woh... anywyaz have gd news...
well the DAWN matter is over! actually me and nuraidah jus went 2 tell our form teacher... and then form teacher told sec 2 head... then we had meeting.... this was what happened:

sec 2 head asked dawn why she did all those terrible things and blah... dawn act cool xia, like pretend very annoyed and all dat... blehs... then she hadd deleted the posts in her blog... hahaxx

then because dawn like nv take it seriously and still twist and turn the story, our form teacher so disappointed with her.. then went outside and cried... that time i was like so angry, in fact tryin 2 control myself from landing my fist in DAwn's face.... GRRR!!

then sec 2 head wanted 2 wait 4 my form teacher but no time to wait so continued w/o her. sec 2 head then asked y dor and ying hated me.
well when they say things out i really felt so betrayed! like i can't believe that those 2 WERE my bestest of friends! luckily is WERE. they go say what do project i keep on do the easy things then ask them 2 do da difficult things then coz got more easy things then i do more than them then i take all the credits.... SHIT LAH! i where got do dat lorr. is everytime i do project they always play play and laugh laugh so distracted, not even like serious or what lor... is they all dun wan 2 do then when i ask them to do then they will do sumthin rotten 4 me then i mus redo...

so when sec 2 head wanted me 2 explain i noe that they r tellin lies or have sumthin wrong w/ their memory or sum thin lah... then i just say sorry lor... wah lao eh.... they dun deserve the apology... but still have 2 say lah... if not next half of yr still continue angry meh. then i say i do work bcoz my standard higher so maybe i expect more... make them feel "sad" ... as if i wanted 2 say.. if i really blurted out every single thing they did that will make form teacher more saddd, then the matter cant be resolved also... wah lao... shit lah.

then they STILL wanna say more... bitches mann! they say wad i insult pple ugly or wad lah... actually i nv lor... is they say pple then sometime bcoz i with them wad so i like say abit with them lah.. is they say first! they say not i say... BACKSTABBERS! one of the pple i hate most... RRAHHHHH~~~!!!!

but i think the sec 2 head noe that its a lie then say i have a lot of courage 2 apologise and blahs and that they are too petty to remember and they also talk bad bout me and nuraidah wad...so they also insult pple lah... they were speechless.. tears welled in my eyes... you shld hv no idea how much hate and bitterness was in my heart @ that very moment. we were once the best of friends that no one could seperate... they BACKSTABBED ME....

then sec 2 head ask nabila then nab said that she liked me and she wanted 2 be a friend... she cried. I CRIED. nabila!! thnk u...

shimin handed out tissues then later her eyes were red.

then aft that talk bout nuraidah's issues. dun wanna say coz nv ask her permission.
Aft the meeting sec 2 head said 2 me the way i handled the situation very mature she was PROUD... i was HAPPY.

then ltr that day dawn sms me say that dor and ying angry @ me coz i say my standard high, indirectly saying their standard low... wa lao... its the truth wad... i 3rd in clss top few in sec 2 they in class and in the whole sec 2 got bottom few.. isn't their standard BAD??
well then i just replied i use worng words then sorry again lah, wah lao... i dun need 2 say sorry de loh.. i didn't even do anythin wrong.

then DAWn sms me agn say shld hv jus tell her dat i dun lik her talking bout me... like WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD APPROACH A BULLY AND SAY "I DUN LIKE YR BULLYING SO DUN BULLY ME ANYMORE" !!! ridiculous.... any way i jus say we felt safer with a teacher around.

so that's how da situation ended. dun wanna say the teachers' name to protect them...
althought the bullying ended, THE HATE IN OUR HEARTS AND SOULS WILL CONTINUE TO LIVE AND STRIVE OFF THE BITTERNESS WE STILL HOLD AGAINST EACH OTHER>
but the problem with an eye for an eye, both goes blind.
i feel sorry for dawn and the 2 bitches. they've believed and percieved me to be a terrible individual but now they have turned into what they hate... and worse....

the end.

ohhhh nooo! nuraidah watch out!

just went to idiot dawn's blog... she has a next victim in mind... nuraidah!! how can she do that... like as if she is god or sumthing... oh no..! must help nuraidah.. i dun wann nuraidah 2 turn out like me like that... you noe like no friends, soo lonely, like having to feel neglected like all the time. i mean i'm a tough girl, i've got over it. but nuraidah, oh no she's like going to have hell. she is like nice and gentle, half japanese and like the sweetest girl of all ~.~
i just can't believe that dawn is going to treat her like she did to me.

btw i like to thank shimin... gal i luv ya! well on friday, she was like trying to pursuade dawn not to bully me anymore. i was sitting like nearby but pretended to be engrossed in a book or something.DAWN!!!! mannn.. she is like a big bully! RAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!! make me soo angry de!

you know like sometimes i'll wonder what will happen in the future like when we grow up and have jobs and all... well here's a profile of what i think lies for our FUTURE... (lols)

me 29: owner of sucessful fashion design company and fashion magazine firm. maybe even sucessful career as a hollywood celeb!!
dawn 30: housewife in singapore, part time music teacher, lots of wrinkles... hahaxx
viny 29: just finished MBA, went on to set of a design firm in Indonesia
shimin 29: part time model, has dreams of being on the cover of elle magazine
kharmei 30: business woman, stockbroker
doreen 30: housewife, nothing more
huiying 30: chinese news anchor

well that's it... hahaxx... DAWN IF YOU SEE THIS BLOG, I HAVE THREE WORDS FOR YOU... GO 2 HELL... well that's what you told me b4 didn't you! idiot...

my day just sucks!

oh well... 2day @ schh the Dawn and the others start to bully me again.... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH makes me soo madd. like how would you feel if your friends are all brainwashed or threatened by someone not to speak to you or be friends with you or else what ever!!! like bullshit i'm telling you. i wish to land my fist in her face but then i'll become like her. dun wanna become what i hate ye'no.anyway decided to write a enemy analysis.. just for fun....

DAWNN : public enemy no. 1!!! just hate her lorrxx first she spammed my old blog, then she tell me another friend did it then aft me adn that friend fall out she then "brainwash" that friend with all her stupid propoganda, threatened my weaker friends to stick to her and then spread false rumours about me... in short: she's a bitch.

Doreen: used to be that sweet friend of mine and then she grew fangs. well still treat her as a friend but she doesn't... heartless.

Huiying:well ermm... was once my friend too... dunno what came over her... same like doreen. friendship just fell out in a week. still figuring out the reason behind the cold mask... ...

well that's all for the enemies part.... gtg. anyway got some more spidey pics for the next post.

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2day was art exam... had a pretty badd day. my friend like totally left for home without waiting for me!! reason was that my class usually dismissed earlier and when seeing that i wasn't like waiting out side her class, then i must have gone home...! like what kinda reasoning is that!!my class is just a few steps away and she can't even be bothered to go adn like take a look...
she just totally walked off me!
Well.. enough of the angry stuff... anyway..
Chloe

well i'm very happy... yesterday went to watch spiderman 3 @ orchard cathay cineplex... lucky i went in the afternoon... if not will bang into that stupid dawn... that "big bad bully " in school. well ... spiderman was good good goood!! i loveeeeeeeee that show!! i wanna go like watch it agn.. i must buy the DVD!! well venom was quite freaky... reminds me of dawn.... anywayz venom is scared of sound hahaxx like such a big and scary thing afraid of just loud sounds!! makes me wonder.. what dawn is scared of ... heights?!? maybe... 2 bad she soo tall hahaxx!! well here's a pic of venom and black suit spidey... ohh 4got to mention that the part when peter parker was acting cool in the influence of the black suit.. was damn funny!!(that dancing in the street part)

btw james franco is quite handsome!!(in case you are lost he plays harry osborne)

examms 2morrow

well i finally picked my spirits up just enough for the exams and that's... TOMORROW!! i've been studying like hell these dayz for my exam and omg... 2morrow's history...!! i'm quite nervous, to be frank but i have some confidence. BE STRONG!! hee hee. i noe i might sound a bit crazy lik when i post.. you know like sometimes sad sometimes happy that kind of thing... but nevermind. like come on! i'm a teenager.. mood swings!

lamers...
chloe

ohhh...

oh man... today was quite a fine day except ... you noe.. the bullying. i just wonder when will this stop! like i mean i just wan things to return to normal or sumthin lik that... =(
i just hate those assholes. they just don't noe what bitches they are... grrrr... make me sadd.. now my sadness has turned into hate... !! nvm at least i still have real good friends outside of my class. i still have a few friends in my class but they are all threatened by that sickening BITCH not to be friends with me or else she'll do bad stuff to them..
just gotta wait for her to make a wrong move.. then i'll take that opportunity and strike!