bullying

well, i think i'm gonna write a book of all the things that i've been through for the bullying. i wanna increase the knowledge people have about bullying. many seem to think bullying is only physical, like if u stick gum on someone hair, punch or kick... that sort of thing. but bullying is actually not so simple. most bullying cases involve emotional torture. evven purposely leaving someone out is also bullying. this monster comes out in many different forms. if any of you out there has any story to share bout bullying annything at all, feel free to post a comment on my blog!! that's all..

chloe

ahhh! back to sch...

oh mann! i can't believe that i'm going back to school TOMORROW!!!! ahhh.... i'm really not looking 4ward 2 it at all... like i dun wanna see them anymore... you know who they are. and now my only friend is like nuraidah which i don't mind but is a far cry from last time!!hai... i wish i didn't hav to attend this sch... i mean of course i can chnge sch but now i study until halfway, chnge sch like very mah fan like that... hai hai hai!! how??? all i'm seriously totally freaking out right now. anywayz, i'll still have to go so no use pondering over it... oh sorry i cant publish out the spca pics... maybe nxt time but not now as blogger takes like soo long to publish those pics. i waited for like half and hour also nothin so i gave up.... sorry guys!

chloe

spca pics!

hey y'll! got some news.. firstly sorry i haven't been posting for soo long... i'd really been soo damn busy these few dayz.
well i'm quitting npcc... i cant stand the pple there anymore.. i mean like not my squad but some pple. i really dun wanna say who. anyway.. duhss i'm just QUITTING!!

secondly these are the wonderful pics from my spca trip. i tried to upload them but failure... wait till the nest time.. i promise i put them on. Promise.

chloe...
bluestar.imeem.com

life list!!

sorry... haven't been posting for soo long... been quite busy durin the holidays.. well i'm going to the SPCA on wednesday! can't wait.. i'd be sure to post pics on my blog then.. well i've configured out something called my life list. Ellen talked bout it in her show. it lists like everything you wanna do in your life and you go ahead and do all those things to live your life to the fullest.. well here's a leak about my life list:

1. to try ice-skating
2. to make and design a piece of clothing
3. to go to paris
4. to learn fencing
5. to volunteer in an animal home/ charity organisation
6. to spend christmas in a place with snow
7. to celebrate halloween
8. to learn spanish
9. to learn japanese
10. to help set up a charity organisation to help pple around the world
11. to attempt skiing
12. to go to greece

kinda simple huh?
maybe you shld make one
make your life worthwhile

chloe.. :P

poem...

visit my imeem webpg... www.blue-star.imeem.com
i just wanted to share a poem that someone wrote... and i saw.... just wanna tell all that this poem belongs to her... so there's copyrights.. don't copy and say its yours... kk??

I was a failure and a reject
in the delusion of my mind.
I had a million eyes to give,
but people still were blind.
Things never would have gone so bad
if it hadn't been for you.
You took my normal, happy life
and tore it right in two.
Every day a living hell.
To go on was a curse.
And love and joy and happiness
they only make it worse.
I never saw my life.
I watched it slowly fade away.
But I saw the darkness
as it came in for its stay.
The darkness was you
and the shadow you cast.
Fear filled my soul
now I'll never last.
In the darkness of my mind
hide the secrets of hell.
And every other horrible thing
where only demons dwell.
But I also hide the secret
of all the pain you caused.
I didn't want the world to know
who or what I was.
You can't be saved.
Your destiny's chosen
Your path has been paved.
No potions to save you
nor magical spells.
And I smile, and whisper
you'll be in hell.