X'mas wishes...

It gonna be christmas soon... and everybody is trying to grab presents.... at least that was what i saw when i was in the orchard road area yesterday... well i'm going to watch the show the GOlden Compass 2mr, wiht my friend, but she's like not answering her calls... She's always been like that, a bit irritating i must say but anyway, she still friend. (if u're reading this my friend ... sorry! its the truth...)

well back to my X'mas wish list.... ....

1. Vol. 4 of D.gray-man manga
(I hv up till Vol. 7 but i dun hv vol. 4... i want it coz it has Lavi on its cover...!! ~)

2. A new sch bag

3. Freedom...
( Come on! can't I even controll what I WANT to do in my OWN LIFE??!!)

4. Self-confidence
( hehs... I lack this one... a lot.)

5. For me to buck up and finish all my Homework??

6. For me to make new but gd friends nxt yr.

7. haha.... more and more laughs....

8. more D.gray-man...

9. I LUV LAVI!!! (erm... ok that's not really a wish... haha.... haha.





well seems likes that's the end of my christmas so-called wish list... anyway wishing every1 of my friends merry christmas! *******************************************************

chloe

happy bdae to me and tyra!!

well today's actually the birthday of TYRA BANKS.... so i'd like to wish her happy bdae!
and yestereday was my birthday... hahax. i'll post the picture of my bdae cake soon...
its black forest... with LOTS AND LOTS OF CREAM XD yummy!!!

yesterday went to watch the movie Enchanted. it was really good! the plot is about this girl in the fairy world who got to our world becoz of soem evil witch queen who doesn't want her to marry her stepson. then the girl, called Gazelle, meets a guy in the real world who helps her and the Prince from the fairy world come and find Gazelle..... blah blah... dun wanna spoil too much.... u go watch then u noe! it a really great movie. FIVE STARS ***** =3

everybody can watch... even macho guys.... hahax joking lah. but the show is really for people of all ages, all walks of life. so GO WATCH!

another LAvi vid.

not gonna say much... just enjoy! :P
chloe

LAVI...

sorry i hvn't posted for soo long coz i've been soo busy with my braces and everything. I'm going to get them on nxt wk. hahax. gotta prepare for the pain when i pull out 4 teeth. :(

in the meantime, just wanted to share with you one of my fav videos in youtube, this one abt LAVI.... the character from D.gray man. well he's my fav character :) i like him lehhs he's v. funny and all. well the video also features one of my fav eng songs, keep holding on, by avril lavgne(sp??)

well that's all for 2day... maybe post a few more vids ltr.
chloe.:)

back from down under...

hey pple.!! i'm back frm australia ohh..... and it was FUNN FUNNN FUUNNN!!!! well hope u enjoy my new playlist. anyway.... i'll b posting pics of my holiday soon... soo stay tuned...

thst's all folks.... i'm in a hurry

chloe :P

some pics from a shopping trip...

Got the pictures of this halloween pumkins fromt he NTUC fairprice at woodlands... thot it was very cute!!hahax.... looks very funny ohhh! "P

This is a pic of a section of a MRT track during night time... got this outta my car window but wasn't really clear... anyway....

wasn't really much, but

that's all folks!

chloe...

las memories...:(

these pics are the last things that Ms nofidah will be giving us as a form teacher.... class 2f.... although most of the time tht i spent with them were rough... i still miss the class. Haix....

just to share my last thoughts with you... enjoy :]

chloe...

yummy muffin!!

wow... i just love to eat chocolate muffins.... with xtra xtra xtra xtra chocolate!! well here's a picture of one such GOOD muffin that i ate.... it was DELICIOUS 8)

it contained LOTS OF CHOCOLATE CHIPS.... and a rich aroma and taste of.... chocolate.... mann i love chocolate muffins. well too badd i hv no time to make.... :(

anyway... sorry 4 not blogging 4 so long...(yes its not the 1st time i've apologised 4 this sort of problem) been soo busy around here.... i'm due 4 piano lessons a lil while ltr but i'm dog tired!! my eyelids r closing on me at this very moment but there's no time 4 a good cat nap:{

well go get yrselves a muffin to eat as well....

jus to cheer yr souls ( and tummy) up.

like they say.... EAT YOUR HEARTS OUT <3

chloe :P

my new blog...

i've just created a new blog ... but pls note that THIS CURRENT BLOG WILL NOT BE ABANDONED OR DELETED.



my new blog is called simplicity..... by carmen, which is actually the name that i want for my fashion design firm nxt time when i grow up... if i hv one....
its gonna b a really great website with my designs, beauty and fashion tips, the sale of my own handmade apparel and acessories like dresses, skirts, etc (coming soon!) and many many more! its more FASHIOn than u can chew! come visit and PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT!! this blog will remain as my private blog for friends and family... just to let them know how i feel like in a certain day of a certain time. feel free to check out my other blog..... the URL is:

www.simplicitybycarmen.blogspot.com

well that's all! byebye :)
chloe

p.s i know my name is chloe and the name in the other blog is carmen. its the same!! all mee... :))
actually chloe is my internet name... hahax. anyway... both mean the same person!

brace myself 4 braces....

omg... the thought of getting braces soon is both inviting and frightening. The good part is that i get to have nice teeth, as well as discipline myself on keeping my teeth healthy, after the metals come off. However, the bad part is that i have to pull out FOUR teeth... i must be lucky that it's all pre-molars and not molars but having to fear even a simple cleaning by the dentist, you can imagine how horrifying the thought of extracting 4 teeth is to me...

well coming to the topic, i realised that many pple r willing to forgo the pain and suffering that they hv to go through to achieve the society's ideal image of beautiful. as for me, i 'm doing braces coz my front teeth kinda jut out a little bit. I'm lucky that it's not very obvious but bad enough to prevent me from closing my mouth without effort. what's crazy to me is that alt braces result in pain, loss of time and money, its so popular nowadays that saying braces is a way to make u pretty is more like an understatement. braces have become a FASHION assesscory complete with different colours and for some, even shapes and sizes....

well that's all i have today.... wish me luck and u too.

chloe

ExAMMs R oVER

yyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh.........!!!!!!!!!!! exams are over!! i'm soo happy. yipppeeeee no need study 4 soo long hours then can FINALLY do whatever i want. ahhhh..... must relax when i have the chance.... i'm sure many of you'll hv finished yr exams and here's to wishing u a fantastic holiday! :)

chloe.

GLOBAL WARMING

A Gecko Love Tragedy

its a funny yet very sad advertisement...... interesting what pple can come up with. anyway exams are coming 2mr so can post much... sorry! will post again nxt wkend or earlier bah....

eXaM....

oh no... exam starts like soo fast... haix. must study hard and get gd grades! i think i better start studying science, maths and geog. haix. i very STRESSED le... shit lah... shit lah.. got soo many aft sch actitvities... i DUN WAN!!

wo yao fa fong le (i'm going crazy) i need more time dAMNIT More time!! ..............help. wah lao shit lah... dunno what to say alr. coz i HAVE TO STUDY VERY DAMN HARD!! nothin in the world except for studying...

still hv to do soo many things... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
aiya... i nd TIME TIME TIME TIME>..< i ki xiao liao...

opps. gtg. STUUDY.. got maths test on tue. got oral on monday. DAMN


....................................................................chloe............................................................................................

Katharine McPhee-My Destiny

i luv kat!!

Connie Talbot - Over The Rainbow (BGT Final)

wow... saw this video in youtube... she has an AMAZING voice that can wow even SIMON COWELL!! omg... she makes my heart melt....

enjoy!
chloe

kampong glam??

well 2mr there's an outing to this place called Kampong Glam.... and i seriously do NOT know what it is. haixx. exams are just round the corner and they organized this trip... irritating mann!! like its totally wasting our time! everyone says so.

anyway... dunno wad to bring there... wadeva lah... its not that important right?? infuriating!! i shld be @ home studying rather than visiting some Kampong or whatever it is... can't this wait till after the exams?? grrrrrr........

chloe

surveys

i took some surveys and here are my results...

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious.That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves.You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

What's" Your Element?

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/">What Age Do You Act?

LAST DAYZ OF HOLIDAYZ LE!!!

not realli but its the last weekday of school holidays... :(
*sobbs,... sobs...* haiz gtg back to sch again. see some faces that i think is qian bian and study like madd..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH "wo quai yao fong diao le!!" (for my non-chinese counterparts, it means i'm going crazy)

anyway .... visit hairspray's official movie website!

www.hairspraymovie.com

enjoy...
chloe

movie review: hairspray

i went to watch the movie musical "Hairspray" yesterday.... and it was.... FANTASTIC!!! i mean i didn't really expect much from the movie but it gave so much laughter, melody, dance and downright FUN!! I'm soo looking for the soundtrack of the movie.

The plot is about a plus-sized girl, Tracy Turnbald(sp??) , played by newcomer Nikki Blonsky, who makes it to the Corny Collins Show, one of the most popular TV shows in their town of Baltimore in the 1960s. She soon becomes an on-air sensation, much to the disapproval of the leading dancer in the show, Amber von Tussle. Link Larkin (Zac Efron), Amber's boyfriend, begins to fall for the lovable Tracy. Soon, all turns havoc when Tracy, joins Motormouth Maybelle (Queen Latifah) in a riot for racial equality. Now in trouble with the police, will Tracy ever make it to the Ms Hairspray pageant??

TO me, this movie is a fun-filled one, which will bring you on a musical journey with your family and friends. it is a must watch! 5 stars... =D

By the way, i've already added the music playlist to my blog. and its more than 8 songs. to view all the songs, click standalone player.

eNjOy!

chloe :)

almost done... plus really cool websites!

my playlist is halfway done and i'll be posting it on for you guys and me =) of course soon. just give me a day or two and it'll be done. well i found these really cool websites i thought you guys might like to check out. it'll be at the bottom of the post and also the bottom of my blog so don't worry about finding them. there's a CSI website, COVERGIRL website and TEENVOGUE website. soo be sure to check them out!

i got 5th in class... i'm not really happy as i wanted to be 2nd... MuST JiA yOu EvEn mOrE~~

haix. finally HOLIDAYZ.... well so fast right? 2 badd holidayz only one wk ... i wish they would giv 2weeks holiday. that would be better.

here are the websites:

http://www.cbs.com/primetime/csi/handbook/index.php?section=evidence

http://www.teenvogue.com/

http://www.covergirl.com/

there r all the websites... 1st is CSI then is teen vogue then is covergirl.

enjoy!
chloe

new phone!!

i finally got my new phone... nokia 6288!! actually i wanted to get the nokia 5700 de but then i was thinking like alt that is a music phone but the navigator is the joystick kind, which i'm not gd at manouevering and also the games soo boring!! and its not slide phone. so i decided to get the same phone as my dad, 6288.... and it rocks! seriously its an extremely gd phone with great games also.

i haven't signed up 4 3G plan lah so can't use the phone to call and sms yet, but still can use all the other function including mp3 ~~ yeah!! so happy lols.

anyway... gtg now. during sept holidayz then i'll update the music playlist... must wait patiently hor....

lol

chloe :)

my future.... =P

hi lo every1.. wah yesterday xian lahs got some stupid chinese teacher come in so qian bian... scold pple 4 nothin lor. our whole class got bad impression on her. Even I also go and "ding zhui". anyway hate her lah.. she sux.

wah.. i think Dawn is starting 2 work hard 4 her exams liao...gd 4 her... i must also start working. been quite slack lately lah.. to tell the truth. i think i deprove lor. must JIA YOU!! lets see... i want 2 go triple science clss, i want to take elective geog, i want to go 2 raffles JC. i want to go 2 university, study forensics and criminal phsycology and also study fashion design and styling..

BUT...

first i must really jiayou! i nd to work on my Science and Maths... then can go triple science. must work on English also... my english dropped.. although i hv been reading more books.. strange. anywayz must JIAYOU JIA YOU JIAYOU! like jinshun... hahaxx no lah she more poor thing than me.

btw i also become counsellor liao... hahax 2 one of my friends lah.i can profile pple u noe!! i so happy. anyway u might think that i'm abit "ki siao" now lah. nvm... @ least better than crying hahax...

(^.@) chloe...

yooo hoo....

i dunno if lady luck has not just been smiling but laughinng for me... finally. well... i finally feel more accepted at class with pple beginning to care about me and all. i love it XD...

wahh... 2mr last day of sch super happy! i love fridays and tuesdays and saturdays. my fav days of every week. but tues just got slightly boring as CHANNEL 5 of MEDIACORP CHANGED THE TIMING OF CRIMINAL MINDS TO 11.30 PM!!!! THEN GOT WAD STUPID "FASHION POLICE" SHOW THINGY WAH LAO EH... WHAT HAPPENED TO CRIME NIGHT!! i'm still very pissed off as i now can't watch criminal minds.... as its half hour late... wah lao idiot lah.

anyway... i'm removing the 3 katharine mcphee songs from my sidebar soon and replacing them with a playlist which will have more songs and take up less space. i'll be featuring songs frm katharine mcphee, rihanna, hilary duff, paris hilton, kelly clarkson, linkin park and many more. so be sure to check back soon!

;) chloe

Common test...!!

well... its one of those weeks laden with tests and more tests. luckily its coming to an end...

well ermm... really dunno what to blog about today but just wanted to tel y'll that i'm going to be posting more about two subjects. although they are like totally opposite, but well...

i'm like gonna write about fashion and criminal science... yes the two most interesting subjects to me. for more details, be sure to check back!

neglected... as usual
chloe.

the PRADA bag.

well the story goes like this. i spotted a dazzling bag in the youth classified and yearned to buy it. thus i contacted the seller and asked what price and brand the sling bag was... the reply:

"PRADA" " it used to be $800+ but now i'm selling for at least $400.."
i was delighted when i heard PRADA but was dissapointed when i heard the price... omg!so much $$... i knew at once that nobody would approve and i couldn't afford it on my own soo...

mann... i really liked that bag!!

anyway... 2day was quite ok, sch as usual was boring and idiotic, ELDDS was fun, aikido was n.b and well sleeping is the best.
i'll have to do that now soo... bb!

adios!!
chloe~

stressed out!!

ahhhh.... the bullying is getting worse each day by day. i'm like going crazy. trying to act strong in the surface but breaking up inside. sometimes i just have to break down. i'm not that strong. help!! i really dunno what to do... i've been thinking of telling mrs sim, but that means i'm taking another risk and i'm not sure if i'm ready to do that... what and how would ms norifida feel? i noe that she alrd feels really bad inside. jane and joping are like soo busy and stuff they don't even have time to go and like sit down and talk with me. i'm feeling hopeless. how?? what should i do? what CAN i do... always wanting to do many things like to make a difference and all but i just dunno the exact way how to do that... i dun know. my mind's in a mess and all... i just want things to return to normal again... although i noe that is impossible.

its about time to make a difference

well i've been thinking alot lately and really want to make a difference. I know that make young souls out there are really suffering, whether its from bullying, abuse, racism, poverty, distress or illness, i know that they all need help. i hope i can help them. I WANT TO HELP THEM.
well i've came across a quote that someone was saying that said that destiny is a matter of chance, not choice, it is something to be achieved, not something to be awaited.

I find that really meaningful and i know that my destiny is to help those that need it. i hope anybody reading this... ANYONE AT ALL, pls, help a kid out there... and if you need help, post a comment. I'll be more than glad to help. especially anyone who is being bullied. I know how you feel... i've been thru that.

chloe...

crazy over tyra!! My SO WHAT confession..!

you are probably wondering why i wrote " crazy over tyra!!" as my blog title. well tyra banks is my idol... well i love her not only because she's a supermodel, but she has a super HEART!! well i love the way she tries all out to help people through The Tyra Banks Show, her own charity organisation TZONE and her SO WHAT! campaign for women who are ready to say “SO WHAT” to the negative people and the negative voices that are pulling them down. It’s also for women who are inspired to make positive changes in their lives and want to see that change.

so i'm ready to say SO WHAT and make a change to my life.

The girl who is bullying me in class, Dawn, and huiying and doreen are talking about me being too thin.

i say.." SO WHAT IF I'M THIN! i love my body the way it is. No one can say anything to make me feel bad about my body. I don't even feel insecure about it or feel bad being naturally thin. I don't mind, why do they bother??"

They like to talk about the way i dress and my hairstyle, and that used to make me feel terrible.

But Now...." SO WHAT! the way i dress is according to the school rules and i can walk without fear of teachers catching me for sloppy uniform. my hair doesn't really look as good when it's tied up compared to when i let it down but SO WHAT! i'm fine with my hairstyle and who care's what they say!!"

well i hope that you all will also post comments about YOUR so what moments.. i wanna noe!!

chloe

spca pics FINALLY!!

well i didn't really upload it on blogger but its on my imeem.com photo album website. here's the link:

www.blue-star.imeem.com/photos

click on the album named "lots of luv" and u can see some of the pics!

i also got Rihanna's CD " A girl like me"
her new CD "good girl gone bad" is not as good as the previous album... so i didn't buy it.

well have something hilarious to tell but i think i'll say nxt time coz it bed time...

zzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzz
chloe ^.^

I got my new CD!!

i'd finally got Katharine mcphee's CD!! i'm soo happy that i finally got it. yeah i know its been like soo long since the album first came out but now it's in my hands!! katharine's voice is really strong and powerful that i supported her the first time i saw her on idol. it was a pity that she didn't win. but i guarantee she's very good a singer. well, if you're wondering if the songs are nice, i'd say yes! a few samples of the songs are on the right panel of this blog. so listen to them, and write your comments.

now i want to get rihanna's cd. i like the song SOS and Unfaithful. They are real good. i really must say that rihanna's voice has a signature that makes the song hers. she is also a real good stage performer and i love her new bob hairstyle!

anyway... time to get back to listening to my CD... so

bb!

chloe.

Live Earth 07.07.07 SOS

LIVE EARTH is still on now!! well i must admit that i found the startin of live earth quite boring. but today when Madonna sang that live earth song 'hey you' or something like that... that was really nice!!i think the concerts at New York and London were the better ones. well pple out there... if you read this PLEASE SAVE YOUR PLANET EARTH!!! becoz of our acts, the things that we've done to our planet will later affect no other than OURSELVES. and its already starting to happen. tropical storms are getting stronger. the ice caps are melting. sea levels are rising. the earth is changing. do something and visit http://www.liveearth.org/ and see how you can help save the planet before ITS TOO LATE. Answer the call.

chloe

ps. i posted a transformer pic too as it looked kinda cool..

:P
sos... save your planet... live earth.

movie review: transformers

yes.. another movie review. and trust me, this movie rocks too. TRANSFORMERS is sooo damn cool!! like all the special effects are soo cool and everything is like WOW! initially before watching the movie, i decided to go check it out due to the alluring advertisements. and it turned out to be more than it was worth. i became an instant transformers fan just after the first half hour of the two and a half hour movie. It is a genius combination of humour, action and superb special effects. The robots look so real that you may think you're staring at the real thing. The whole show is packed wiht non-stop action and tension building scenes, so as to keep you at the edge of your seat the whole while. i URGE everyone to watch this movie as it is soo spectacular that missing it would be like missing one of the most important things in your life. even going to watch this movies alone is fun as during the show i guess you'll never feel left out. its your friends that did not watch that are the ones losing out. DEFINITE MUST WATCH!!

log on to this website to see more transformers pics

http://www.imdb.com/gallery/ss/0418279/RV2.jpg.html?path=gallery&path_key=0418279&seq=42

TRANSFORMERS ROCKS!!!

INFINITY STARS!!!!!!!

chloe :)

movie review: nancy drew

wow! i went to watch the movie Nancy Drew and it was well worth it! Emma Roberts rocks~~ well its really a nice show filled with action, tension and suspense; despite its sweet looking advertisements. the plot is about Nancy( Emma Roberts) moving out of river heights and into a whole new place. in the attic of her home, nancy discovers scrap books, tapes and albums belonging to a dead hollywood movie star. Then she starts working on the mystery of the movie star's death and someone is all out to stop her. everything is excellent about this movie. The plot is easy to understand yet exciting and filled with tension, danger and everything that would make a movie great! I recemmend it to people from all walks of life, young or old to watch it! the best is to watch it with your friends or family for a greater experience!

FIVE stars!!

chloe

bullying

well, i think i'm gonna write a book of all the things that i've been through for the bullying. i wanna increase the knowledge people have about bullying. many seem to think bullying is only physical, like if u stick gum on someone hair, punch or kick... that sort of thing. but bullying is actually not so simple. most bullying cases involve emotional torture. evven purposely leaving someone out is also bullying. this monster comes out in many different forms. if any of you out there has any story to share bout bullying annything at all, feel free to post a comment on my blog!! that's all..

chloe

ahhh! back to sch...

oh mann! i can't believe that i'm going back to school TOMORROW!!!! ahhh.... i'm really not looking 4ward 2 it at all... like i dun wanna see them anymore... you know who they are. and now my only friend is like nuraidah which i don't mind but is a far cry from last time!!hai... i wish i didn't hav to attend this sch... i mean of course i can chnge sch but now i study until halfway, chnge sch like very mah fan like that... hai hai hai!! how??? all i'm seriously totally freaking out right now. anywayz, i'll still have to go so no use pondering over it... oh sorry i cant publish out the spca pics... maybe nxt time but not now as blogger takes like soo long to publish those pics. i waited for like half and hour also nothin so i gave up.... sorry guys!

chloe

spca pics!

hey y'll! got some news.. firstly sorry i haven't been posting for soo long... i'd really been soo damn busy these few dayz.
well i'm quitting npcc... i cant stand the pple there anymore.. i mean like not my squad but some pple. i really dun wanna say who. anyway.. duhss i'm just QUITTING!!

secondly these are the wonderful pics from my spca trip. i tried to upload them but failure... wait till the nest time.. i promise i put them on. Promise.

chloe...
bluestar.imeem.com

life list!!

sorry... haven't been posting for soo long... been quite busy durin the holidays.. well i'm going to the SPCA on wednesday! can't wait.. i'd be sure to post pics on my blog then.. well i've configured out something called my life list. Ellen talked bout it in her show. it lists like everything you wanna do in your life and you go ahead and do all those things to live your life to the fullest.. well here's a leak about my life list:

1. to try ice-skating
2. to make and design a piece of clothing
3. to go to paris
4. to learn fencing
5. to volunteer in an animal home/ charity organisation
6. to spend christmas in a place with snow
7. to celebrate halloween
8. to learn spanish
9. to learn japanese
10. to help set up a charity organisation to help pple around the world
11. to attempt skiing
12. to go to greece

kinda simple huh?
maybe you shld make one
make your life worthwhile

chloe.. :P

poem...

visit my imeem webpg... www.blue-star.imeem.com
i just wanted to share a poem that someone wrote... and i saw.... just wanna tell all that this poem belongs to her... so there's copyrights.. don't copy and say its yours... kk??

I was a failure and a reject
in the delusion of my mind.
I had a million eyes to give,
but people still were blind.
Things never would have gone so bad
if it hadn't been for you.
You took my normal, happy life
and tore it right in two.
Every day a living hell.
To go on was a curse.
And love and joy and happiness
they only make it worse.
I never saw my life.
I watched it slowly fade away.
But I saw the darkness
as it came in for its stay.
The darkness was you
and the shadow you cast.
Fear filled my soul
now I'll never last.
In the darkness of my mind
hide the secrets of hell.
And every other horrible thing
where only demons dwell.
But I also hide the secret
of all the pain you caused.
I didn't want the world to know
who or what I was.
You can't be saved.
Your destiny's chosen
Your path has been paved.
No potions to save you
nor magical spells.
And I smile, and whisper
you'll be in hell.

haha!! revenge....

wow! holidayz @ last woh... anywyaz have gd news...
well the DAWN matter is over! actually me and nuraidah jus went 2 tell our form teacher... and then form teacher told sec 2 head... then we had meeting.... this was what happened:

sec 2 head asked dawn why she did all those terrible things and blah... dawn act cool xia, like pretend very annoyed and all dat... blehs... then she hadd deleted the posts in her blog... hahaxx

then because dawn like nv take it seriously and still twist and turn the story, our form teacher so disappointed with her.. then went outside and cried... that time i was like so angry, in fact tryin 2 control myself from landing my fist in DAwn's face.... GRRR!!

then sec 2 head wanted 2 wait 4 my form teacher but no time to wait so continued w/o her. sec 2 head then asked y dor and ying hated me.
well when they say things out i really felt so betrayed! like i can't believe that those 2 WERE my bestest of friends! luckily is WERE. they go say what do project i keep on do the easy things then ask them 2 do da difficult things then coz got more easy things then i do more than them then i take all the credits.... SHIT LAH! i where got do dat lorr. is everytime i do project they always play play and laugh laugh so distracted, not even like serious or what lor... is they all dun wan 2 do then when i ask them to do then they will do sumthin rotten 4 me then i mus redo...

so when sec 2 head wanted me 2 explain i noe that they r tellin lies or have sumthin wrong w/ their memory or sum thin lah... then i just say sorry lor... wah lao eh.... they dun deserve the apology... but still have 2 say lah... if not next half of yr still continue angry meh. then i say i do work bcoz my standard higher so maybe i expect more... make them feel "sad" ... as if i wanted 2 say.. if i really blurted out every single thing they did that will make form teacher more saddd, then the matter cant be resolved also... wah lao... shit lah.

then they STILL wanna say more... bitches mann! they say wad i insult pple ugly or wad lah... actually i nv lor... is they say pple then sometime bcoz i with them wad so i like say abit with them lah.. is they say first! they say not i say... BACKSTABBERS! one of the pple i hate most... RRAHHHHH~~~!!!!

but i think the sec 2 head noe that its a lie then say i have a lot of courage 2 apologise and blahs and that they are too petty to remember and they also talk bad bout me and nuraidah wad...so they also insult pple lah... they were speechless.. tears welled in my eyes... you shld hv no idea how much hate and bitterness was in my heart @ that very moment. we were once the best of friends that no one could seperate... they BACKSTABBED ME....

then sec 2 head ask nabila then nab said that she liked me and she wanted 2 be a friend... she cried. I CRIED. nabila!! thnk u...

shimin handed out tissues then later her eyes were red.

then aft that talk bout nuraidah's issues. dun wanna say coz nv ask her permission.
Aft the meeting sec 2 head said 2 me the way i handled the situation very mature she was PROUD... i was HAPPY.

then ltr that day dawn sms me say that dor and ying angry @ me coz i say my standard high, indirectly saying their standard low... wa lao... its the truth wad... i 3rd in clss top few in sec 2 they in class and in the whole sec 2 got bottom few.. isn't their standard BAD??
well then i just replied i use worng words then sorry again lah, wah lao... i dun need 2 say sorry de loh.. i didn't even do anythin wrong.

then DAWn sms me agn say shld hv jus tell her dat i dun lik her talking bout me... like WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD APPROACH A BULLY AND SAY "I DUN LIKE YR BULLYING SO DUN BULLY ME ANYMORE" !!! ridiculous.... any way i jus say we felt safer with a teacher around.

so that's how da situation ended. dun wanna say the teachers' name to protect them...
althought the bullying ended, THE HATE IN OUR HEARTS AND SOULS WILL CONTINUE TO LIVE AND STRIVE OFF THE BITTERNESS WE STILL HOLD AGAINST EACH OTHER>
but the problem with an eye for an eye, both goes blind.
i feel sorry for dawn and the 2 bitches. they've believed and percieved me to be a terrible individual but now they have turned into what they hate... and worse....

the end.

ohhhh nooo! nuraidah watch out!

just went to idiot dawn's blog... she has a next victim in mind... nuraidah!! how can she do that... like as if she is god or sumthing... oh no..! must help nuraidah.. i dun wann nuraidah 2 turn out like me like that... you noe like no friends, soo lonely, like having to feel neglected like all the time. i mean i'm a tough girl, i've got over it. but nuraidah, oh no she's like going to have hell. she is like nice and gentle, half japanese and like the sweetest girl of all ~.~
i just can't believe that dawn is going to treat her like she did to me.

btw i like to thank shimin... gal i luv ya! well on friday, she was like trying to pursuade dawn not to bully me anymore. i was sitting like nearby but pretended to be engrossed in a book or something.DAWN!!!! mannn.. she is like a big bully! RAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!! make me soo angry de!

you know like sometimes i'll wonder what will happen in the future like when we grow up and have jobs and all... well here's a profile of what i think lies for our FUTURE... (lols)

me 29: owner of sucessful fashion design company and fashion magazine firm. maybe even sucessful career as a hollywood celeb!!
dawn 30: housewife in singapore, part time music teacher, lots of wrinkles... hahaxx
viny 29: just finished MBA, went on to set of a design firm in Indonesia
shimin 29: part time model, has dreams of being on the cover of elle magazine
kharmei 30: business woman, stockbroker
doreen 30: housewife, nothing more
huiying 30: chinese news anchor

well that's it... hahaxx... DAWN IF YOU SEE THIS BLOG, I HAVE THREE WORDS FOR YOU... GO 2 HELL... well that's what you told me b4 didn't you! idiot...

my day just sucks!

oh well... 2day @ schh the Dawn and the others start to bully me again.... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH makes me soo madd. like how would you feel if your friends are all brainwashed or threatened by someone not to speak to you or be friends with you or else what ever!!! like bullshit i'm telling you. i wish to land my fist in her face but then i'll become like her. dun wanna become what i hate ye'no.anyway decided to write a enemy analysis.. just for fun....

DAWNN : public enemy no. 1!!! just hate her lorrxx first she spammed my old blog, then she tell me another friend did it then aft me adn that friend fall out she then "brainwash" that friend with all her stupid propoganda, threatened my weaker friends to stick to her and then spread false rumours about me... in short: she's a bitch.

Doreen: used to be that sweet friend of mine and then she grew fangs. well still treat her as a friend but she doesn't... heartless.

Huiying:well ermm... was once my friend too... dunno what came over her... same like doreen. friendship just fell out in a week. still figuring out the reason behind the cold mask... ...

well that's all for the enemies part.... gtg. anyway got some more spidey pics for the next post.

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2day was art exam... had a pretty badd day. my friend like totally left for home without waiting for me!! reason was that my class usually dismissed earlier and when seeing that i wasn't like waiting out side her class, then i must have gone home...! like what kinda reasoning is that!!my class is just a few steps away and she can't even be bothered to go adn like take a look...
she just totally walked off me!
Well.. enough of the angry stuff... anyway..
Chloe

well i'm very happy... yesterday went to watch spiderman 3 @ orchard cathay cineplex... lucky i went in the afternoon... if not will bang into that stupid dawn... that "big bad bully " in school. well ... spiderman was good good goood!! i loveeeeeeeee that show!! i wanna go like watch it agn.. i must buy the DVD!! well venom was quite freaky... reminds me of dawn.... anywayz venom is scared of sound hahaxx like such a big and scary thing afraid of just loud sounds!! makes me wonder.. what dawn is scared of ... heights?!? maybe... 2 bad she soo tall hahaxx!! well here's a pic of venom and black suit spidey... ohh 4got to mention that the part when peter parker was acting cool in the influence of the black suit.. was damn funny!!(that dancing in the street part)

btw james franco is quite handsome!!(in case you are lost he plays harry osborne)

examms 2morrow

well i finally picked my spirits up just enough for the exams and that's... TOMORROW!! i've been studying like hell these dayz for my exam and omg... 2morrow's history...!! i'm quite nervous, to be frank but i have some confidence. BE STRONG!! hee hee. i noe i might sound a bit crazy lik when i post.. you know like sometimes sad sometimes happy that kind of thing... but nevermind. like come on! i'm a teenager.. mood swings!

lamers...
chloe

ohhh...

oh man... today was quite a fine day except ... you noe.. the bullying. i just wonder when will this stop! like i mean i just wan things to return to normal or sumthin lik that... =(
i just hate those assholes. they just don't noe what bitches they are... grrrr... make me sadd.. now my sadness has turned into hate... !! nvm at least i still have real good friends outside of my class. i still have a few friends in my class but they are all threatened by that sickening BITCH not to be friends with me or else she'll do bad stuff to them..
just gotta wait for her to make a wrong move.. then i'll take that opportunity and strike!

some1 broke my heart

well 2day i had my exam.. it went realli well
eng paper one and chinese paper one. didn't find anything hard about it.
however...there's this girl in my class.. she's like my only friend.. 2day.. she told me everyone was forcing her 2 break off our friendship
she said sorry i only can talk 2 u on the phone not in sch not in front of them......
my heart just broke
i need help

hey! first look at me

hey everyone... juz wanna intro myself...
young teen in s'pore...bullied by 'friends' everyday...
feeling neglected... want to make new friends... pple who feel like me... left alone... in the dark... simply invisible to the world except when you're at home. i love home... its the only place i feel safe...
This is where i'm gonna place all my tots of a trobled teen... so the world can see.. who i'm in the INSIDE