stressed out!!

ahhhh.... the bullying is getting worse each day by day. i'm like going crazy. trying to act strong in the surface but breaking up inside. sometimes i just have to break down. i'm not that strong. help!! i really dunno what to do... i've been thinking of telling mrs sim, but that means i'm taking another risk and i'm not sure if i'm ready to do that... what and how would ms norifida feel? i noe that she alrd feels really bad inside. jane and joping are like soo busy and stuff they don't even have time to go and like sit down and talk with me. i'm feeling hopeless. how?? what should i do? what CAN i do... always wanting to do many things like to make a difference and all but i just dunno the exact way how to do that... i dun know. my mind's in a mess and all... i just want things to return to normal again... although i noe that is impossible.